“I know that this Church is true.”

One of my favorite sayings is that “the best way to learn something is to teach it to someone else.” I have found that this is very true with the Gospel as well: few things will have as positive and as significant an impact on one’s testimony as seeing that of someone who is close to you develop and grow.

Today in Sacrament Meeting, my friend Rebecca stood up and shared her testimony for the first time. As she mentioned, it was one year ago this month that she came to her first Sacrament Meeting with me, and in the time since then and since her baptism in November I’ve been very privileged to see her testimony grow significantly. It meant so much to me to hear her say these words today:

I know that this Church is true. I am so grateful for the Gospel and I think it’s so beautiful, and I know with all my heart that it is true. I know that Heavenly Father loves us and he has a perfect plan for us.

After having known Rebecca for four and a half years now, and having shared the Gospel with her bit by bit the whole time until she began taking the missionary discussions, it is so fulfilling to hear her bear her testimony of the Gospel and to see her take the Sacrament. She is hoping to go to the Temple in November and I wish I could still be here for that, too, but I’ll (hopefully) be on my mission by then. But having seen someone so close to me go from only a passing knowledge about the Church to being baptized, and watching her testimony begin from scratch and seeing it grow and blossom into what she said today, has been an amazing experience and a true blessing in my life.

Those words themselves that she said are nothing unique; they are said (with variations) by countless young men and women, children, and adults, in front of family wards, singles wards, and branches around the world at fast and testimony meeting every month. What’s significant to me about her saying those words is that I was able to witness her progression in her testimony to the point where she can say those words, with such feeling and a glowing countenance that putting them on paper (figuratively speaking) or an audio recording simply can’t convey.

Having that witness has in turn strengthened my own testimony, because only if the Gospel were true could it have touched Rebecca’s life as strongly as it has. One of the things about serving a mission that I am most looking forward to is being able to see that process repeated again and again as I meet and spread the Gospel to as many people as I can. However, my friendship with Rebecca has made this particular experience all the more meaningful, and its effect much more profound to me, and it is one that I know I will cherish forever.

This is my testimony: that Jesus is the Christ, Redeemer and Savior of the world, and The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the true church of Jesus Christ on the Earth today; that Joseph Smith was, and Thomas S. Monson now is, a prophet of God; that the Gospel of Jesus Christ is true, and the plan set before us by our Heavenly Father is true, perfect, and eternal, and attainable through the atonement of Jesus Christ. I knew these things with a surity even before I met Rebecca, and I know now beyond any doubt or question that they are true. I share these words with the world in the hopes that they may be of use to someone who is writing a talk or lesson about testimony, or who is just investigating the Church for the first time (in which case I encourage you to visit the above links); and I do so in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

(For those not familiar with the Church, on the first Sunday of every month, instead of prepared talks on specific subjects the members of each congregation have the opportunity to share a recent spiritual experience that has personally strengthened their own belief in the Gospel. This post is in lieu of me standing up in Sacrament Meeting today to bear my testimony; I felt very strongly prompted to share these things, but I still have a terrible fear of speech-making and other similar forms of public speaking. I would like to make this a monthly occurrence, so we’ll see if I’m up for doing this again next month. My standard anti-troll warning applies.)


2009

Oh yeah huh, it’s a new year.

What have I been up to lately to merit my not posting much for the last few weeks? Well, I was with my family in Tucson for a week and a half ish; it was good to be home, and the fact that I had forgotten how comfy my mattress at home is meant I usually got plenty of sleep. Home cooking is awesome and good for the immune and digestive systems. Little brothers are always little brothers, although mine is now also a blue belt in shorinryu karate.

Christmas was awesome. Will post pictures of stuff later, but in summary: Guitar Hero World Tour full-band set for Xbox 360, Guitar Hero 3 also for 360, two AWESOME shirts, and money. Apparently I’m much better at the drums on GHWT/Rock Band with lefty flip on, which I just discovered this evening.

I’ve also been doing more stuff for work, mostly now testing the web site to make sure it can handle more than one visitor at a time without bringing down the server. Plus I’ve found a coding project to occupy myself with; I think all those VPython labs in physics 150 and 151 improved my Python skills considerably as a side effect. And I now have desk references for both Java and C, which I intend to make use of and further improve my coding fu over the next few months.

Back to the planet having reached the next cycle in the while True: loop of life and hitting the next year += 1 statement, some things that I want to accomplish this year, mostly between now and when I leave for my mission:

  • Leave for my mission. Buhh. It’s a sure thing, I really only need to get my medical and dental exams and fill out the paperwork.
  • Have some major programming activities ongoing on the side to strengthen and keep my coding fu in shape. Preferably in languages I need work in; Python is fine, but also hopefully Java and C (I have big honking reference books for them now, I damn well better make use of them).
  • Keep my head on straight in school. Last semester was a mess, and I’d really rather not repeat it; I need to do better this semester anyway to be able to keep and put a hold on my scholarship so it’ll still be here for me when I get back after two years wherever.
  • Have a girlfriend. Maybe. I know what I don’t want to have happen is I leave for my mission mid-June-ish, and a girl here feels like she needs to wait around for me for two years, and the easiest way to prevent that is to just avoid any female entanglement. On the other hand, being lonely sucks, and it can be a better stress release than Halo or Painkiller to have someone to just sit and watch a movie with and talk about how much life sucks with sometimes. If it happens, it happens, and that’s just yet to be determined.
  • Take pictures. My Flickr photostream is getting lonely.
  • Learn to cook. It’ll come in really useful on a mission, and before then, and it’s better than eating whatever I can put on a sandwich or nuke every single meal.
  • Just frigging enjoy myself. The past six or so months plain sucked, it isn’t a question. I can do cool things, I just need to kick myself into gear and do them.

Are Mormons Christians?

“Mormons aren’t Christians.” It’s said time and time again, and yet some members of the Church don’t quite seem to know how to respond. I was posed this statement over Facebook today, and used my standard approach to it; I have found that no successful argument to back up the statement that Mormons aren’t Christians can be made if these facts are set in place up front.

  • Many of the Articles of Faith, written by Joseph Smith Jun. himself: “We believe in God, the Eternal Father, and in His son, Jesus Christ, and in the Holy Ghost” (A of F 1:1); “We believe that through the Atonement of Christ, all mankind may be saved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel” (A of F 1:3); “We believe the Bible to be the word of God as far as it is translated correctly; we also believe the Book of Mormon to be the word of God” (A of F 1:8); “We believe in being honest, true, chaste, benevolent, virtuous, and in doing good to all men; indeed, we may say that we follow the admonition of Paul—We believe all things, we hope all things, we have endured many things, and hope to be able to endure all things. If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things” (A of F 1:13). There is no equivocation here: we believe in Christ, in salvation through His atonement by entering into covenants with Him, and in following the example of Christ in our day to day lives.
  • Our church is The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints; Jesus Christ is both the spiritual and authoritative Priesthood head of our Church, and we believe that He continues to give commandments and revelation to His followers today through a modern-day prophet of and called by God.
  • The Nicene Creed is not doctrinally relevant; it was a decision made by scholars of men about the nature of God, not a revelation from God about His nature given through a prophet of God. Jesus Christ is the Creator of all things temporally, and is the “God” of the Old Testament and the Book of Mormon and refers to himself as such numerous times prior to His birth, and he also repeatedly addresses His Father, who is Heavenly Father (who we typically are referring to when we use the term “God”) and the Father and creator of all things spiritually before their temporal creation. Together with the Holy Ghost, they comprise the Godhead of three separate, divine beings. The point being, the nature of God and Christ in relation to each other is only part of arbitrary definitions of what it means to be Christian; different Christian denominations have different beliefs about the nature of the Godhead or the Trinity, but all recognize to an extent the role of Christ’s atonement and strive to follow His teachings.

Some recommended reading: Are Mormons Christians? by Stephen E. Robinson, which looks at many of the arguments against Mormons being Christians, and expands on the above and provides numerous other counterarguments; and Mormon.org, a website run by the Church to explain the basic points of doctrine of the Church and answer numerous common misconceptions about the doctrine and practice of the Church.

I am open to having a civil discussion in the comments for this post, and welcome those of all viewpoints; but be advised that your e-mail and IP addresses are recorded when you post here, and I have absolutely no reservations about totally and permanently banning anyone who decides to troll or only wants to be confrontational. (In cases of extreme trolling, your name, e-mail, and IP addresses will be handed over to 4chan. If you don’t know what the implications of that are, you don’t want to find out. Bottom line: don’t troll.)


More Maru box-slideage

On a much lighter note, Maru is back with more kitty-sliding-into-box action:

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Fall 2008, in retrospect

One final down, two to go. I’ll be done by 10am next Wednesday, the 17th, just in time to move into my new apartment. Looking back though, I can say without a doubt that this has been my worst semester in my 15 years of public and university schooling, including the two semesters during high school when I tried to take eight classes.

The laundry list:

  • “Technology and Society” was the class I was most hopeful about, and turned out to be the biggest disappointment ever. 100-person discussion classes simply do not work, and having 20-some-odd pages to read every other day didn’t help—nor did the fact that the 20-some-odd pages (with few exceptions) were written by a variety of nutjobs with some extreme stance on why technology is amazing or terrible for society and should be forced on everyone or rejected completely. Liked the teacher, liked the final essay project enough to only half-BS it and put an actual half-effort into it, did the extra work for honors credit, did not like the class as a whole. I’m expecting a C but with some luck I may have done well enough on the final to scrape a B- or B. After this though I’m done with my science and society requirement, which is by far the biggest positive I can take away from this class.
  • I did not do nearly as well in physics as I should have. I started but didn’t complete a project for honors credit, I didn’t get all of the homework assignments done, I didn’t put in the effort that I needed to on the last two tests before the final to get decent grades, and I just don’t feel like I learned and know the concepts anywhere near as well as I ought to. Now I’m right around a C, looking at a B if I do really well on the final—good enough to move ahead and not tank my GPA and lose my scholarship, but getting by with just “good enough” isn’t good enough for me.
  • Much along the same lines with calculus: I started out very strong with high grades on the first two tests, then fell off drastically and didn’t get done what I needed to. The final (the only one I’ve taken so far) went much better than I expected it to, but was still an unqualified disaster in comparison to what I expect of myself. I don’t feel like I learned the concepts as well as I should have, and I know I’m capable of doing far better than the C at best that I’m probably going to get. I’m even making sure I’ll have room next semester to retake it should I end up with a D from this semester, something I’ve never had to consider before. Again, a C will be good enough to move on, but not for much else, especially since I’m starting math methods for physicists next semester.
  • The one ray of light in this dismally gloomy semester has been Japanese. I’ve gotten very consistent quiz, test, composition, and oral performance scores all semester, and am right on track for a B or B+ or even a A-, pending my final project and final exam grades. Could have done much better about getting homework done, but even so, a solid showing all-around and possibly a GPA saver.

I don’t know what it’s been about this semester; maybe having to uproot myself completely and relocate late in September, maybe never really being able to settle in again after that, maybe not having a dedicated place to work and study in my current housing arrangements. Whatever the underlying cause, I just didn’t do what I needed to to stay on track this semester, and I’m going to have to do much better next semester to make up for it.

I have found MIT OpenCourseWare courses for both physics and calculus that I will be working on over winter break, assuming I do get a C or better in both physics and calculus from this semester, to make up for not developing as thorough an understanding of the concepts I should have gained from those classes the first time around. My job now is to make sure that I don’t let myself fall any further behind, and to make sure I’m prepared to get everything done that I need to next semester so that when I leave for my mission in June I won’t be worrying about having even more catching up to do than I already will from leaving school for two years.

I’m a National Merit Scholar for Pete’s sake. I know I’m capable of much better than this.


The end is near

Finally.

Not much else to say on that, really. I felt most of today like I was working off of six minutes of sleep instead of six hours. I still have most of a chapter’s worth of Japanese workbook pages to do before tomorrow’s test; then there’s the kanji final on Friday and term project and presentation and portfolio due Tuesday, and the physics lab final and honors credit project probably due Monday, and the Technology and Society final on Monday and the honors credit writeup I still have to do for that…

Finals aren’t what are worrying me, it’s all the junk I have to have finished before finals.

In other news, I very nearly have an off-campus (literally right across the street though) apartment starting immediately after finals are over until the end of next May. Not the greatest place, but comparable in price to living on campus, with the added bonuses of not having to have a roommate or deal with ASU ResLife again. Like I said, I very nearly have it—I need to call tomorrow to make sure the application went through (it should; the leasing agent said she likes seeing the big number when I showed her the amount my scholarship is for), then call or email ResLife to tell them to cancel my on-campus arrangements.

Yes, I will be posting pictures of my new toy soon. STOP ASKING ME (or start asking me so I can tell you to stop asking me, either works).


Change.gov goes Creative Commons

Made official by a very aptly-titled announcement, the website of the Office of the President-Elect is now entirely under the Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 license. Every video (which are now also available in a high-definition, 1280×720 Quicktime format), every speech and press release, every policy agenda is now freely (as in freedom) available with full rights for remixing and redistribution.

All I really have to say is…holy cow. This definitely ranks way up there on the list of most awesome things ever. One thing I’ve been most excited about for a Barack Obama administration is a new level of transparency and openness with the federal government, and this is a huge leap in the right direction—more than I could have hoped for—and shows a definite understanding within Obama’s inner circle of the importance of making information and media free to adapt and exchange.

If Obama keeps this policy in place even after he takes office, it would be a huge vote of confidence by him in the people of this country—that he truly believes that he was elected by the people because they believe that the ideas that he campaigned on, such as this, are what is best for the country—and another major example of his determination to put those ideas into practice and not let them turn into more empty promises. I agree with my grandpa in that even the factions of the media who supported him before the election are severely underestimating Obama’s ability to follow through on his word and make great things happen.

I think we’re in for one heck of a ride over the next four years, and that we’ll love every minute of it.


WordPress 2.7 RC 1

This site is now running on WordPress 2.7 RC 1. Having a few issues admin-side with IntenseDebate’s comment admin system, but there shouldn’t be any issues user-side. Let me know if anything breaks.

Update: I’ve switched back to WordPress’s built-in comment system for the time being; partially for Gravatar support, partially for the better-integrated management and admin system. IntenseDebate is a good platform, but there are still some bugs left to work out in its WordPress integration.


Inspiration

At about 11:34 I posted the following Tweet:

bluuuuuuhhhhhh must study must sleep must have foods blaaaaaaargh

Then I flip to Facebook, and see the following status update from a friend:

Madison is feeling inspired.

Yeah. Totally rocking the inspiration over here. As in feeling completely uninspired to do anything despite having a long checklist of stuff to do for work, a physics test tomorrow, a Japanese composition/speech Tuesday or Wednesday and project and presentation due next week, and finals in a week and a half.

In other news, I have an Xbox 360. Will post photos later once I feel slightly more accomplished. Also, Mirror’s Edge is the best game evar.


ASU 34, UCLA 9

We won, apparently.

That was the single worst, craziest, most WTF football game I have ever seen. Six points on 121 total yards of offense, a fumble and three—yes, three—interceptions returned for touchdowns, terrible calls by the officials, a near safety for us that was saved by the quarterback handing it off to a lineman, and Wooten, Wooten, and more Morris Wooten on every defensive down for ASU. Thomas Weber was perfect on his two field goals (the offense’s only points) and four extra points, and by the end of the game the crowd was chanting “De-fense! De-fense!”—more yards were gained from interceptions than total offense for ASU, most of them on a 103-yard interception runback for a touchdown by Troy Nolan.

The strangest play ever was a fumble forced by the ASU defense that looked like an incomplete pass to everyone on the field at first. A UCLA player picks it up and stands there, but has it knocked away, and ASU runs it back 17 yards for a touchdown. The ball was knocked forward on the first fumble, not thrown, and the play was never blown dead. Of course, the officials (being PAC-10 officials) made up for their getting a call right, by among other things calling a defensive holding penalty pass interference when the ball was about three yards too high and out of bounds.

It really was the ugliest game ever: ASU’s offense was incompetent, UCLA’s offense was weak at best, no offensive touchdowns were scored. ASU’s defense literally won the game by itself in a total rout.

I’d kinda like those four hours back. The defense was the only thing that was worth seeing.





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